The Surprise

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It was 4 in the morning. We were lying side by side and suddenly he brought me to lie on his shoulder. Then he took my hand and going through my finger. I remembered that I haven't wear our ring a week before I admitted to the hospital until now. And how seriously he called our baby 'Abang' instead of 'Adik'. Because I resist to have another baby in such a short period. While he, on the other hand, was looking forward for number 2, 3, 4 and 10!

"Why?" I asked him while he's busy rummaging through my finger.
"Nothing,"
"Yes. If nothing there (moving my finger) then no more babies," I told him, in a funny way. Then I smile.
Out of sudden, he put a ring on my finger. I was glued to the ring. Speechless.
"Happy birthday, Sayang..."
I looked at him.
"And for our second child..."
Then he smile.
I never thought of having such present, ever, on my life.

Thanks, again.
It was the most surprising moment in my life.

Of Hari Raya and Durian

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Dua hari sebelum Aidilfitri, aku hampir-hampir saja ditahan di hospital kerana mengalami kontraksi hari sebelumnya. Kus semangat tak kena tahan. Kalau tak, mau beraya kat wad bersalin aku ni. Hal ini disebabkan oleh ketidakhairanan aku memakan durian dalam jumlah yang banyak. Kalau diikutkan, makan durian hanya menyebabkan panas badan dan kandungan zat besi yang tinggi dalam badan akan mempercepatkan tumbesaran bayi. Tapi aku tak tau plak kalau mempercepatkan kelahiran. Huhu

Apa-apa pun, kesian pada asbenku kerana dialah yang menunggu paling lama sekali sepanjang menemani aku di hospital. Bayangkanlah admitted pukul 12 tengahari, dalam pukul 3.30 petang baru keluar wad. Sepatutnya hari tu giliran di rumahnya, tapi lambat sampai. Huhu. Punyalah plan nak goreng kuetiaw, tak sempat. Sampai Maokil dah pukul lima setengah, aku sempat gorengkan naget ayam jek. Hee untungnya Umi dah buat sup tulang. Feberet den!

Sepanjang dia cuti, sekali jek dia puji aku masak sedap. Iaitu sandwich sardin! Huhu. Dia kata, 'Saya rasa untuk sandwich sayang ni, saya boleh bagi 9.5 dari 10.' Ceh, punyalah banyak benda lain aku masak, sandwich jek yang dapat pujian?

Cuti juga menguji aku membuat kek lobak merah untuk pertama kalinya. Emm...boleh tahan la sedapnya. Tapi mungkin tak kena dengan tekak mak bapak aku kot. 

Semalam sebelum dia bertolak, aku nyatakan hasrat untuk ikut dia balik ke Lumut. Dia tak bagi sebab hujung minggu ni dia duty. Emm...kalau tak aku memang nak teman. Risau pulak drive sorang-sorang bila dah malam. Elok pulak semalam time dia bertolak tu, hujan. Huwaa lagi la risau berduyun-duyun aku dibuatnya.

Jadinya, setiap sejam aku akan call dia tanya dia dah sampai mana. Risau beb. Aku jugak bawakkan goody bag untuk dia. Hikhik. Dari time bercintan lagi aku ni memang suka bekalkan dengan goody bag. Cuma dulu time bercintan, aku bekalkan coklat je lah. Kali ni, dalam goody bag dia ada towel (aku tak tau apa gunanya towel tu, aku bagi sebab dapat free), biskut raya dalam bekas cantik (bekas recycle kawen hari tu), coklat 2 bar dan gula-gula mentos. Mak aku bekalkan peyek dengan tumpi dengan maruku sembelit. Haha maruku sembelit ialah gelaran untuk maruku yang dibuat guna kacang dal tu, yang kasar-kasar tu. Namanya memang menjijikkan sikit.

Kurang plak daya nak ambik gambo tahun ni. Biasanya rajin je aku amik gambo, tapi sebab tahun ni punya raya aku sibuk kat dapur, pastu keletihan, emm...terpaksa aku lupakan sebentar kegemaran aku tu.

Cuti masih berbaki lagi 5 hari, seronoknya~

Suamiku hensem?

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No. I think Allah made such a perfect couple that it would always be fair and square. Yang cantik, berpasangan dengan yang sederhana. The one who simply gets angry, will have someone with full of patience. Those who serious, will get someone whose more light-hearted. Begitu juga sebaliknya. So that's how we complete each other. In my case, I'm the beauty. He's not the Beast, but he's the good samaritan. When I say good samaritan, I mean 'no-girl-look-at-him-twice' kind of guy.

Kolostrum

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Suami : Kolostrum tu ape? Pelik namanye. Takut plak saya.
Daku  : Kolostrum tu susu awalan ibu. Baik untuk sistem imunisasi baby.
Suami : Untuk papa baby takde ke? Hehe
Daku  : Ade. Kolostrum lembu. Yang tu memang khas untuk bayi berusia 26 tahun dan ke atas.

Why him?

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I've been asked by one of my 'client' about my husband one day. He was surprised when I told him that I'm married. Because of the feeling of unsatisfied I'm not invite him to our wedding, he throw out a few questions that I think was kinda funny, but really matured to his age. And when I think back of the Q's, I found out that I was actually answering the answer to myself, and few of my friends that been asking the same Q's over and over.

q1 : Why do you choose him? I thought that he will left you when he's on the boat?

Answer : I don't know why him. Don't think I have the anser for that.

q2 : Don't you feel worried when he's away? Don't you feel afraid that he will do something else?

Answer : I do. But it's life, I think. So we just have to keep pray for that thing will not happen.

q3 : Is he handsome?

Answer : No.

q4 : Why do you choose him then?

Answer : I felt secure. Maybe if I'm married to someone handsome, then somebody might steal my husband. But it's in God's hand, He's the one being fair and square I think. If the man is handsome, the wife might not be a Miss World. If the girl is beautiful, maybe the husband is just someone that's totally out of her league.

q5 : Then the handsome guy can shoot themselves for not marrying beautiful girls?

Answer : Hey, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

And the look on his face was a total upset. Maybe because of my answer. But he's too young to understand these thing. So I told him, when the time come, then he'll know. And he will learn about it :)

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Bila dia beritahu dia akan berpindah. Aku tergamam. Mana taknya...kalaulah dapat di tempat yang aku tak mau tu...hmm haruslah bersedia mental. Fizikal kemudian. Jika keadaan memerlukan.

Tapi aku pernah berada dalam situasi tu. Aku sedar peluang yang terbuka. Apatah lagi dia yang masih belum ada apa-apa ikatan. Ah, lantaklah orang nak cakap aku syok sendirik ke ape. Yang penting, benda yang sama akan berulang.

Bila aku beritahu dia mende-mende tu akan terjadi, dia tak percaya. Dia cakap la muka tak semenggah la, tak berduit la. Mereka tak tahu. Kami tak tau. Yang kami tau, nak mengendeng ajek. Lantaklah muka pecah rumah ke, perut boyot ke, hape ke, janji ada orang nak ajak makan, belanja tengok wayang, ade orang back-up kalau ada pape terjadi, ada orang call dan boleh topapkan, ada orang nak hantar ke sana sini, ada orang nak bawak jalan-jalan hujung minggu. Itu yang kami kesahkan...gamaknya. Tapi itu la yang berlaku.

Ada je yang dah berkahwin pun masih mencari si siswa yang tak single tapi available. Aku pernah berada di zaman tu. Jadi aku tahu la. Aku melihat dengan mata dan kepala. Ada yang skandal mengalahkan dato' datin dengan anak ikan dan anak ayam.Aku berada di situ.

Risau. Kalau jauh, tak risau. Semakin dekat semakin risau pulak. Tensen plak rasanya. Boleh tak kalau nak menuntut ilmu telepati supaya kita boleh tengok apa yang dia buat? Ah, mengganggu privasi plak kekdahnya.

Apa-apa pun, sekarang la masa yang terbaik untuk aku hembus-menghembus kat muka dia. Biar hati dia lekat kat aku. Muahahaha. Nanti aku akan carik satu masa, aku nak dating lepas tu aku nak hembus dengan baca-baca sikit. Mana tahu, jadik. Hari tu baru sekali aku hembus, lepas ni nak try lagilah. Hikhik


**hembus bukan bermaksud aku baca mantera2 ngarut yek, tolong skit**

a thousand years...

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.



and all along i believed
i would find you
time has brought
your heart to me
i have loved you
for a thousand years

Alhamdulillah

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.


Aku ada tanya si dia, 'Apa you (cewah-----you gitew) rasa lepas bertunang?'
'Entah, biasa jek..' mamat ni failed betul jawab soalan. Aku taktau la cemana SPM result dia boleh lagi meletop dari aku.
Tapi kan lepas tu...
'Buat je la macam biasa, macam dulu...bukan kata bertunang takleh itu, takleh ini...'
'Tak kisah ke kalau saya online ke..apa ke...'
'Tak...saya tau saya pun bukannya ada masa sangat nak contact kan...takpe la kalau nak online asalkan tahu batasnya...'
Huuu~terharu beb. 

It's Pouring

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

How many people loves rain? I do. It's pouring now in Muar, few days been like this and I just love it. I love rain. It's kinda bring back good memories. Something that i missed a lot always happen when it's rain.

I used to heard that people who can smell rain, means they gonna die soon. I don't believe that. Because I just like the smell of rain. It's fresh, tangy and sweet. Or something like that.

It's Sunday morning, people went lazy in their beds. I woke up early. Wan been waking me up since three in the moring, then again at six. Asking me to take a bath but I rather curled into a ball under my comforter and sleep. Life's beautiful.



Allah berfirman “Ingatlah ketika ia membuat kamu mengantuk untuk memberi ketentreraman dari pihak Nya kepada kamu. Dan menurunkan hujan kepadamu dari langit guna memberihkan dirimu dengan itu, dan menghilangkan noda setan, memperteguh hatimu dan menapakkan kakimu kuat-kuat.” (QS Al Anfal [8]:11).

Pizza

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I was sooo hungry tonight that I think it'd be better if I ate something rather than sleep with empty stomach. So, I was looking in the fridge and find out...walla!

Crabmeat, mozzarella and mayo! Just nice. Then I chopped some shallots (I love shallots coz it makes the pizza sweet) and get myself few slices of bread. Oh yes, I looooove Tabasco Sauce. You must have this one in order to feel like you eat at Pizza Hut. Oh, no matter. Some people just don't like it as much as I do ;p

How to ;

Spread mayo as much as you like on one side, place crabmeat, shallots and grated mozzarella. Put one slices on the top and put it in your sandwich maker.

Tadaa...done! Your not-so-pizza-sandwiches is ready to eat, baby!

And other thing is...

(n_n)

wordless wednesday :: The Dream

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duit duit

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Some arrangements going on in my house. But some other things need to be arrange too. Oh my...oh my...I really need to get myself up for this..think so. Because it's hard each and every time we come to it. Ya Allah...permudahkanlah urusan kami.

PTPTN, Hutang dan Kahwin

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Alhamdulillah...syukur kepadaMu yang menjadikan kuihku ini sedap. Terasa lebih sedap selepas disimpan sehari. Sebelum makan, baca Basmalah. InsyaAllah lagi terasa sedapnya. Hee~muka gembira.

Mak aku kan biasanya memang tak yakin langsung kalau aku masuk dapur, almaklumlah. Anak daranya ni gemar benar menghabiskan gas, marjerin, tepung dan kecah dapur. Dan akhirnya dia yang penat membebel. Sape suruh membebel huhu. Kalau tak sedap, kemain lagi cakap aku ni membazir duit beli barang la, kuih tak masak, pahit sangat la boleh constipation (baca : sembelit) kalau sedap sampai ke hujung kampung dicanangnya. Sabar je lah aku.

Pagi ni topik di Ikim.fm pasal hutang. Menyebut mengenai hutang, aku sedar baki hutang dengan PTPTN ada lagi 9 ribu. RM 9k ok. Boleh buat belanja kawen. Hantaran kawen kalau aku mintak banyak tu ok tak? Haha duit tu rolling la buat bayar hutang PTPTN. Eh cik Za, kata nak mintak sikit jek. Keberkatan tu penting.

Inipun mungkin pakej kat kampung kot. Tengok tang upah jurugambar tu la, aku tanya kawan aku.Tunang pun dia ambik dekat RM 1000. Huuu...mahal beb. Tunang ko ambik la gambar sendiri, lepas tu kau edit la sendiri. Jimat. Kad kawen pun sampai RM500 ke? Mak aih...kalau aku, pakai yang rezo tu jek, jimat. Hahah. Barang hantaran RM600. Ikutkan orang sekarang bagi :

Minyak wangi - RM 300
Baju, kasut, beg/tali pinggang - RM 300/RM 400
Kamera/handphone/iPad - RM 500-RM 1500

Kat situ je habis berapa dah. Tak campur buah, kek 14 tingkat, coklat Kinder Bueno KLCC..eh, itu aku punya list hahah. Itu pun dah makan ribu ribu. Botak kepala cik abang. Patut la dia kata nak kawen lagi 9 10 tahun. Hahah, dah area-area Dato K kawen la kalau macam tu.

Tang pelamin tu pulak...emm, aku tak minat (so bajet pelamin boleh masuk dekat hantaran hikhik) Mak bapak aku pulak bila aku suarakan hasrat takmau pelamin dan bersanding. Bulat-bulat mata diorang. Bapak aku berangan nak karaoke pulak. Emm..abah kawen balik la dengan mak macam tu. Haish...duit yang keluar tu, aku.

Aku teringat time abah aku dah abes bayar hutang kereta. Punyalah lega muka mak bapak aku. Malam tu terus makan best-best. Kahkahkah. Betullah kata orang, hutang ni boleh buat hati jadi runsing, fikiran tak tenang.

yahuuuuu!!!

Hah, berjaya! Berjaya keluar date! Yahuuuuu! Tapi...

Ahh..takde tapi-tapi. Tetap seronok jugak! Hee~dan ada lagi satu perkara yang membuatkan aku senyum sampai ke telinga. Hmm...tunggulah tahun depan (n_n)

bila nak keluar ni?!!

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

The dream : I'm dying to make my own Tiramisu
The reality: The ingredients can't be found here

I'm counting the days, when la I can meet him. Since I'm going to drag him to Giant at Kesang Laut because, Econsave lack of baking ingredients make me see it no more than a normal grocery. They don't provide cream cheese, tiramisu biscuits, mascarpone, mozzarella and whipping cream. The bakery here also doesn't have bread improver and bread softener. So, the best way to get baking ingredient is at Giant Kesang Laut! But I have to wait until Wan came here and take me out first. Since my father seems like he doesn't ever want to go there.


Oh yes, I'm also dying to bake this also. It's one of my favourite and even my family doesn't eat cheese (muak katanyer) it's ok. Still have my aunt next door (n_n)

because we're different

Oh, i'm such a tearjerker! And for him, unfortunately he's not in the same interest as mine. So, just be it.

A walk to remember

Trust me, the book or the novel, both of it succesfully made me cry a river. The book is better than the play, for sure. Everytime i ask Wan to watch the movie with me (thinking that he will never ever ever read the book), he usually have something to come up with. Like going out, watching other movies...he, on the contrary..love something like this

Hantu kak limah balik rumah

0r this...

Hantu bonceng



So it's quite hard bringing him to movie because, technically we've got our own taste. Literally then we're just end up wandering around the shopping complex or worse, on the road. As for me, being tearjerker on such movie never give any problem. Others that i'm willing to spent my box of tissue are...

Windstruck

Romantic and die...i love that idea. But somehow i'd never hope it come to alive, if you know what i mean. The 'Stay' song from Maurice William being played like 2 3 times in this song makes me wanna dance in the rain too~

Titanic

Even though i've watched this hundred times but still, tears still rolling down from my eyes each time I saw Rose's holding the blue pendant that holds the memory between her, Jack and Titanic. One of my friends' once told me this '...tengok cerita Titanic? Lepas tu nangis-nangis...' I guess his girlfriend and I are just in the same condition where we're going crazy nangis tarik-tarik rambut dan tumbuk dada..nah, u'uh.

The best of differences is that we're able to learn and accept something new.

i'm grad and i'm glad

25th September 2011, 9.00 am

Telah diumumkan bahawa aku kini sudah memegang segulung Ijazah Sarjana Muda (Kepujian) Pendidikan TESOL. Alhamdulillah...perjuangan empat tahun selesai dengan sekeping kertas berwarna krim.

Segalanya mengikut perancangan yang telah diatur walaupun beberapa perkara muncul di saat akhir, namun syukur pada Allah, semuanya telah berlangsung dengan jayanya. Paling tidak disangka-sangka, Wan dengan Sufi dan Zana pun dapat menyelit masuk dewan yang memang sah-sah hanya mak dan abah jek yang boleh masuk. Haa...cemana diorang leh wat camtu aku pun tak tau. Okeh, preview sikit apa yang berlaku sepanjang percutian singkat ni.

Sejambak bunga ros merah dan pink. Waa...terharu beb! Dapat jugak dari Sufi, a very bright orange carnation. Terima kasih ^-^

Before that, we left to Queensbay since Wan is looking for a kemeja to match with my black kebaya. Then he found this. I'm quite love it cause its match with Wans' skin color, which is fairer than me.

Petang Jumaat aku ajak si dia makan dekat tempat feberet aku, area-area Ivory Tower dekat Bukit Gambir tu lah jugak. Harus ada ayam padkapau, memang kegemaran aku. Sotong celup tepung tu aku order sebab dah mengidam ala-ala ibu mengandung nak makan sotong. Si dia order sup cendawan. 2 3 kali jugak aku bagi 'sign' nak tomyam campur, hampeh! Mamat tu memang minat sup cendawan jugek...

Then the next day i'm taking Sufi and Wan to Bukit Bendera. Terbeliak mata aku tengok kadar naik Bukit Bendera naik dan turun ialah RM 30 seorang! Lepas tu, oh, itu kadar untuk pelancong asing. Warga Malaysia RM8 jek. Student price pulak kalau bawak kad matrik, RM4 jek. Murah khennnnn.

When my parents already reach Penang Island, aku bawak diorang makan tempat paling syok dekat Sungai Ara. Perancangan awal nak bawak ke Telok Tempoyak, tapi Telok Tempoyak tu 1 je problem dia, kalau orang ramai, makanan yang diorang masak tu jadik kurang sempurna. Aku pernah alami mende camtu. So, baik book awal-awal dan datang lepas tu terus makan.

Itu aku! Itu aku!! Hikhik..VC cakap 'Tahniah' dan aku sambut dengan senyum lebar. Bayangkanlah, 4 tahun berjuang untuk 4 saat di atas pentas. Alhamdulillah...

Dan pengakhiran yang indah. Alhamdulillah...syukur semuanya berakhir dengan lancar. Tahniah untuk semua rakan-rakan jugak, Pisan, Bibie, Zatil Ismah, Zanisha, Shuhaida, Afiqah, Em, Saidatul Nur, Arfa, Asma, Jue dan ramai lagi yang tak tersebut namanya. Semoga kita semua terus sukses!!!

Tidbits

Johor-Perak-Penang-Johor less than 24 hours

Here's the challenge, I need to collect a letter for my convocation from USM, from 10am Wan terpacak in front of my house and we're headed straight to Selangor. Since he need to get back to Lumut, I'm taking the bus from there and went to Pulau Pinang, meet my friends there and then going back to Johor the same night and then, 8am I pulak terpacak in front of Bentayan Bus Station, Muar. It is indeed, a very tiring job and yet I've done it without failed. Yahooo!!

On the way from Penang to Muar, Cik Haida Hj. Hashim yang comel helped me bought Mc D for me and on the way, i'm eating quarter pounder and watch Pirate's of the Caribbean 2. Rasa cambest sebab bas bergerak and kau tengok movie sambil makan dalam aircond sejuk waktu malam...nikmat. Bila lagi la nak merasa macam ni?


My Raya only starts this week

Yup! Working seems to be the main reason why pagi-pagi raya I'll stay in my house waiting guest and SLEEPING while my family went all over to our couins house.

That night when I was working with Quraishah, she brought Rendang Kerang. This is my second time eating this dish. Trust me, it is sooo delicious! She also brought some ketupat, chicken rendang and masak lemak lodeh.

Finish oledi...haha mesti la aku yang melicinkan mangkuk tingkat berisi rendang kerang tersebut! Thanks Quraishah, it is so sedap and I would like to have it next raya ^-^

Lepas habiskan makanan kekdahnya, melantak pulak aiskrim. Almaklumlah, she's going to continue her study and that would be the last day we're together, so we're having ice-cream and I forced her to buy Milo! Haha though she prefer Solero...ko kene jugak makan eskem Milo!

Haaa....lepas makan, cuba teka siapa yang ala-ala voya tembaga gitew...hahah. Of course we're tired,but Quraishah tewas dulu. She is sooo sleepy. Haha

Then, of course I've been dating with si dia. We went on the road, sesat-sesat and everything, but the most important thing is we able to catch-up things that happen during Ramadhan.

Thanks to these wonderful shoes, keep me company all the way on my journey. This raya is quite special since Amirul Abdul Karim and Norhaida Haji Hashim, friends way back then from Penang visits me. I've never imagined they would come here but they do!

Second day Raya my aunt from Negori still here, so 7.30 am i went to her house (sebelah jer pon) and asked her 'cik, ada lagi tak rendang?' Muka tak malu.

 This Rendang Pedas my aunt brought from Negeri Sembilan is super duper delicious. It is black and super spicy but it taste great to eat with Lemang (lemang pun beliau jugak yang sponsor). Oh, my raya is blessed with wonderful food Alhamdulillah...

Sambal Sotong. Wallaa...after having ketupat, rendang, lemang, serunding, I'm happy to meet my old enemy, squid! Memang habis aku kerjakan. How-evah, Raya doesn't seem like a real 'Raya' to me since i'm working. The next time (insyaAllah), my Raya should be better (Amin....)

Raya is wonderful, but Ramadhan is much better. Sebab tanpa Ramadhan tiadalah Syawal. Apalah maknanya Syawal tanpa Ramadhan. Entah sempat entahkan tidak untuk menyambut Ramadhan tahun depan...

so cheesy-weesy

Before having a real boyfie (i mean, the one that i can stay more than a week or so), i never knew what it would feel to be misses and missed someone. Before this, the one that i'd cried a river is basically...my cats!

My life kinda change having someone around me. Someone that would wake me up in the middle of the night, someone who i would share my personal thought, showing bored faces when i went into the ladies section at the mall, someone who walk right behind me in the bookshop afraid of getting lost, finishing my last bite of chicken or beef, smile at me when i saw him making funny faces...and who would know that i would love to see that now!

What more can i say...he's away and thanks,we're still looking at the same sky :)

yang tidak sempurna

kadangkala kau lupa tentang dia, dia dan dia yang pernah kusebut
kadangkala kau ketawa disaat mereka diam
kadangkala kau tersenyum sendirian
kadangkala kau diam, disaat aku tak mampu berbicara
kadangkala mesejku tidak berbalas
lantaran kamu jauh disana
kerapkali aku buat kamu rindu
lantaran aku kerap pergi
kadangkala kamu berbicara
entah apa-apa
tahan telingaku untuk mendengar
kamu
bukan bidadari
bukan juga Miss World
cantik tidaklah mana
memasak kerapkali hangus
menyanyi suaramu sumbang
tetapi
yang tidak sempurna inilah
buat aku senyum
yang tidak sempurna inilah
buat aku rindu
yang tidak sempurna inilah
yang aku sayang