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Friday, November 15, 2013

Don't talk about responsibility to me..I've had enough

Posted by kaki ayam a.k.a. ceker at 11/15/2013 11:00:00 AM 0 comments Links to this post
Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

When I said I didn't bring my baby here, some people questioned me, why? I left my baby with my mum for this week, it's only for four days because I haven't find the right person to look after my child.

My house now is not the best choice right now. I even slept on the floor because my bed having a serious termittes problem plus bed bugs! I don't want my baby to slept on the floor like me. If I bring my baby here, another thing is my room is quite stuffy. It is small, there's no place to get fresh air and its at the kitchen.

Maybe some people think I'm giving excuses. But to HELL with ya, I don't care. I want the best for my baby. Not with the situation like this.

So when I fill in for eG Tukar, please grant my wishes.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Battle scars

Posted by kaki ayam a.k.a. ceker at 11/06/2013 08:28:00 PM 0 comments Links to this post
Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

This battle scars don't look like they fading
Don't look like they ever gone away..

When I listen to this song, it start to remind me that now is the real battle for me. Me against the real life out there where it is full of challenges. The battle between me, my husband and our baby against the world out there.

My friends telling me that she heard rumors I might be positioned to afternoon session for next year. And I don't take this as a good news since I'm too much enjoying my life staying at the morning session.

Even some of my colleagues said that morning session was full of pressure since all the important people stay and work at the morning session, but I kinda enjoy the time that I spend to work and the extra time that I have for myself.

While in the morning session, even I went out to work by 6.45 am until 2 to 3 pm everyday, but I don't take that as a burden for me. I still have to take my afternoon tea at Old Town, I have time to prepare and cook something for myself, I have the urge to go to Kipmart and buy Nasi Kerabu or Char Kue Tiaw...

Compared to the 'less stress' afternoon session, the time was quite pack for me. Imagine I need to go by 11.30 and will be back by 7 pm. By that time, I'm too tired to go anywhere, or even to cook. Fin!