Seminggu lagi

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

Genap seminggu lagi. Gemuruh tapi kan..lepas aku layan bloopers drama Melayu, hilang la kejap gemuruh tu, tahan mata sampai kol 4 pagi menghadap laptop.

Sekarang ni, aku mengasah bakat memasak masakan minimalis. Antaranya udang bersos plum, ayam masak lemon dan yang seerti dengannya selagi ianya menggunakan sos-sos dalam botol. Hahah

Bila dengar orang ni nak datang, orang tu nak datang, tetiba aku plak neves. Emmph..boleh tak tiba-tiba rasa taknak kahwin, nak nikah jek, pastu holiday a.k.a. honeymoon. I don't know if my thoughts about getting married is normal. Since I always have a mixed feeling. Sometimes I was nervous, sometimes happy and mostly tension. As things getting close, I am getting far away from what I've been expecting.

As far as I remember, 6 months before our wedding day, I never prepared anything. Maybe because I was too busy catching up with works and holidays, I never think about the concept, the color, the theme and whatsoever. Only 2 months before December, I was thinking about our wedding. This included the cards, concept and the most important is solemnization.

I'm at average state when I was being told that our solemnization is on Saturday, morning. But then, its change when the Kadi told us that he was busy on that day, means he have to solemnized other couple. So, I was over-excited when we need to be solemnized on Friday evening. Yay! That means on Saturday I just have to focus on our reception. So we start to plan on what to wear, the color that we think was nice would be gray or silver, since it was a 'night event', we thought a 'cold' and smooth color would fit us right. We even bought a baju melayu and baju kurung on that specific color.

Then the plan changed, again. -_-! We will be solemnize on Saturday, early at 9. So that's it. Since it is a 'day event', the color change from gray to silver-off-white. I don't know what it looks like but we have to buy another dress on that special 'day' event.

Ok, end of solemnization story. Now, bridal bed. Yes, this is the hardest thing ever (like....ever). At first I was thinking of having a modern concept with colorful paper lantern. Now...the dream is over. My choice would be the usual bridal bed, with artificial flower hanging on the top and back of us.

And suddenly, there goes my budget to Gold Coast Sepang! Because I was enjoying myself having candy buffet and chocolate fountain (hundred times I mention this)...and then buying things that maybe not in the lists.

Oh, why marriage is soo frustrating and too costly. What I need to do right now I think, I'm having my chin up.